Ignore this Please.

I rarely blog about my personal feelings because blogs are so public.
I can mark a blog as private but whats the point of blogging something private?
So here i go I'll make this cryptic and sorta rhyming because thats how I do emo.
I do this because. well i have absolutely noone that i talk to about my emotions.
don't worry i'll be posting about music and crazy shit soon enough

My heart is not intact after all my years.
What happens now and happens then
is the sum of that this heart fears
my compass points one way
but its I that has no say
is this the sum of what my heart fears
is this what will become of my years.
Alone I sit on this frightening path
they told me I will meet my one only
Will it be soon or will I stay lonely.
my dreams they fill me with useless feeling
but reality gives me not much better
down to my very last blogging letter
Lonely as I am and lonely as I'll be.
surrounded by the whole but ya'll blind to me.
outwardly happy and inwardly pained
what you'll never see is the my heart stained fears.
Sweet|nightmares